call all in
The invisible border that separates them usually gets crossed. He’s tried hard to detach but somehow keeps coming back. He knows nothing will come of the bond that they hold. They’re friends now, there’s no way they’ll go back. She can’t do it again, the ups and the downs. It’s just not stable enough. There is no guarantee. Every time they make contact he can’t help but remember. Reminisce of their moments, their emotional treasures. He wants to move on, and so does she but he still holds on to that hope that they’ll someday be together. He needs to cleanse all of his thoughts and remove all temptation. These seeds grow in his head and escalate into needs. An ultimatum arises, he’s losing his mind. She’s either in his life as everything, or out of it, forever.